Dear Diary,
I am fuming mad at my son right now. So angry because he does not listen to me
anymore. He is always picking and picking at people's heads to get information.
He is trying to be a detective and find out who murdered Mrs. Shears dog. This
dogs name is Wellington. Chris found him with a pitchfork in his side pinned to
the ground. He's always saying he doesn't lie to me but he is. He is always pulling
strings and bending what I say to him so far even silly putty will snap in
half. It's very hard to raise a son with autism. There are certain things he
doesn't do like if I make him a plate of food and if they touch he won’t eat
it. This is very frustrating because I work my ass off for him to have food in
his stomach. It’s very hard to have him go to school because since it’s a
special needs school it cost a lot more and it’s making me broke. I know that I
can’t be mad about this but it just kills when you have to do it alone without
anyone else's help. Because Chris is so obsessed with this dog getting killed
he is going around and asking people questions. It’s embarrassing because since
you know he's not all with it and the fact that some people may say something
that he should never here and I don’t want him to get hurt. It’s not to fun to
come home and have a message on the phone saying that my son is trespassing and
needs to stay off my garden. Especially makes me furious when my son wails on a
cop. They come and protect everybody and if they feel threatened they can pull
a gun on him and they won’t know that he has a condition and they could shoot
him dead right there. Please help me with my anger towards him; just want to
tell him without hurting him.
